Patience. That's all i ask of you.
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Argh... i just break my fast and now i'm already full with anger. Why can't she just wait for me to make the decision. Why does she have to make the decision for me? When did i ever say i want to that?! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE PATIENT! Sheesh!!! You know what... I've already planned what i'll do when i get my salary... I've already planned my budget. But then SHE just had to ruin everything and spoil my plan! OMG!!! Okz... first of all, my plan goes like this, I've decided to 'sponsor' my younger siblings's shoes... Then there's also money for the curtains, paint for the house, furnishings and even the hari raya goodies. So i thought, "Great.. This shall be my ultimate plan for hari raya this year." And i was really looking forward to shop around for shoes with my younger siblings. And i really want to buy the things that they like. You know, i've been waiting for a day whereby my younger siblings would go, "eh.. i like that very much.. i wish i can have it..." And then my reply would be, "Oh.. you like that? Just take it." And afterwards he'll be like, "REALLY???! Thank you so much.. Luv ya!" Well, of course it'd be really weird if they say they love me... But anywayz... i'd like it very much if a scenario similar to that were to happen. Oh..yah..back to my story. About her ruining my plan... Just now when we were eating, my younger brother(sec 3) asked when will my parents buy him shoes... And i've decided not to tell them that i'm gonna bring them to buy shoes coz i wanted it to be a surprise.. So i juz told him, "Wait till next week lah.." Then she just had to interrupt and say,"Hayyah... wait till your sister get her pay lah.. Then she'll sponsor ur shoes..." Seriously.. deep down inside i was like.."wtf...!" OMG... SHE TOTALLY RUIN MY PLAN... And now... i don't feel like buying them shoes anymore... And you know what... she even told my younger bro, "ah..later your sister give you $100 you go buy your things lah.." Again, i was like,"WTF!!!!" Mann... i was damn pissed i tell you! I mean... she's treating me as though i'm my elder bro. No offence abang. But seriously, she's treating you like a child! And i don't want to be treated like that. And i really HATE people who tells me what to do. Especially the things that i knew that i had to do... and then...these people just had to nag and you over and over again about doing it. My gawd! She really gets on my nerves...! I am still pissed. Yes. Why can't she just leave me alone and let me decide what i wanna do! Why can't she just be PATIENT and wait for things to happen! WHY???!!! Sickening lah.. But then again, i can't hate her. I can't. I just can't.
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