little moments of my life

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So, you know, last Monday i had an event an school. It was actually organized by my CCA group. Well, freshmen weren't 'allowed' to be involved in the discussions regarding the events. So, we just came on the day itself to help-out. They told us to meet at 9.30 am for a briefing... Well, they didn't really give us the little details but just told us our job for the day. My friends and i were told to be in charge of the different game stations. And when we asked them how many students are coming,(oh yah, the event is about getting the sec shool students to know more about our course.)they just simply said, "erm..we're not sure yet. But i think there's going to be a lot." And we're like... What do they mean they don't know? I mean, they're the organizers. Shouldn't they know how many people are coming? Sheesh. But, wadeva, i mean, itz not OUR job to worry about this kind of things.. So.. after the briefing we went of for lunch...

So.. during lunch... i found out something 'interesting'... Remember MR.X? ok.. a short summary of him. He's been in my computer class for the past 3 months. And he's seated right in front of me. We've never talked to each other. Oh yah, he's the guy that all my gal friends are crazy about. So anywayz. One day, he added me on MSN. So, we started chatting on and off. It felt weird coz, he already has a gf and he's 'getting to know me'... And i really felt guilty coz i didn't tell any of my gal frenz that i started chatting with him. Until last Monday, i thought all along that out of my other gal frenz, he only chatted with me.. But.. TURNED out... he chatted with Shida as well. And during the lunch Shida was like telling us, including Sharon(who was really into him)"Hey..you that guy... u people liked..? Recently he added me on msn and we started chatting..." And Sharon was like, "Are you SURE you are talking about the SAME guy?" And Shida was like, "Yah... of course lah..." And this kinda made Sharon a bit disappointed. She was like, "Oh really... ah... then why he only add YOU... never add us leh... aww mann..." And i was there, sitting in front of her... Trying to follow the story... Although in my heart i was deeply crusHED. I felt that i was deceived... over and over again. Perhaps i was deceiving myself and not the other way round. Well, maybe i thought too much about it. I mean, there's nothing between me and MR.X in the first place. Right? It felt as though i'm going through the second cycle of heartbreaker... Argh. Oh well. I guess i shall stop all this nonsense and just wait. Wait for HIM.

Anywayz... working right now.. Oh..lunch time almost over. Gotta get back to work.. And tomorrow.. i'm going for a camp... AHA..and..nono... itz not organized by the same group of ppl... This is another CCA... Hope that it's gonna be great...!