little moments of my life

A well needed rest.... NOT!
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Just when i thought i could relax and rest, i had to do the chores which i'd stopped doing since i started work.. So.. yah... It's back to the normal routines... But it's not that bad lah...

Anywayz... wohoo! Last Sunday was the Grand Finals for Campus Superstar....!!! It was great! Very enjoyable!!! The part that i love most was when Zhi Yang had a duet with Sin huey... WAH!!! That was ze BOMB! AWESOME! AHAHA... yet so sweet... You see.. what i can conclude from Teresa & Junyang's duet was that throughout their performance it was like Junyang was Teresa's dream guy and that all a while she was looking at him wanting him to say, "oh..please say that you love me too! plz say it..." As for Zhi Yang's performance with Sin Huey was more of a confession scene... Zhi Yang was expressing his love for Sin Huey... And the way Zhi Yang said, "oh i love you...yes i do..."(sumthin like dat) OMG! Was so romantic and moreover with his voice like that.... ah.... so touching... AHAHAA... Bottom line is... both the couples looked so INNOCENT!!! AHAHAA... So CUTE!!! And guess what... I voted for ZHI YANG!!! Coz... i dun wanna feel guilty if he lost to Teresa by a few votes... I mean... Zhi Yang deserved to be the winner! He'd improved a lot, he has stage presence, great performer(but still need to work on it!) and he's versatile...!!! What more do you want from a winner?! Well, Teresa has great vocals, but i guess that's not enough to be the winner of campus superstar. She just doesn't know how to interact with the audience and she's kinda stiff on stage... So... yah... CONGRATS ZHI YANG!!!

And yesterday's episode was... ah... so emotional!!! I didn't expect myself to shed even a single tear on that episode... But i cried mostly on the last part, when they said their goodbyes... Each of them get to say a few words... and with those few words... my eyes are already watery and the last straw just had to be Adriano's turn... And i totally let it all out when Adriano was like, "ah...cannot...i cannot cry..." And he was like trying to hold back his tears and hitting his chest... ahaha... which was rather cute but...still emotional... AH.... Then when it was Geraldine and Zhi Yang's turn... AAAAHH... My tears just couldn't stop flowing!!! My gawd! You know what... I just hate goodbyes!!! Eventhough i already told myself that i mustn't cry... I still did. But most of the time, i would go to a corner to do it... i will never, ever cry in front of the others... But sometimes cannot help it lah... Just had to cry in front of them... and they'll be like..., "hayyah...why you so emotional...?" So... erm.. yah.. Haiz... Still hasn't got the time to buy Campus Superstar's compilation CD... Must try to go out and get it tomorrow...! I wanna listen to, of course, Adriano's JIA GEI WO!!!

Hmm.. now i'm not sure whether i should go shopping or not... I mean, i've seperated the money for school... and.. i don't think i'm left with enough cash for shopping.. So far, i've given money to my parents, then i bought a small fridge...coz.. the one that i have now, isn't really working well.. So.. haiz... I've been working so hard... But yet... when it comes to pamper myself and buy the things that i like, i kinda feel guilty... coz... i kept telling myself..., "haiz...i can use that money to buy my younger brother the teddy bear that he really wanted...or i can use that money to buy some groceries for the family..." You know... i kept reminding myself not to think of just my needs but also the others.... Haiz... You'll have problems regardless of whether you have money onnot... ARGH!!! SO TROUBLESOME!!!

Anywayz... since most of the time i'm at home... Now... i'll have the time to go back to my passion... SINGING!!! Right now... i'm just collecting as much lyrics and minus one... So... then i can record it... and hopefully save it into a CD... CRAZY right? But...yah.. i'm trying to make a compilation CD... I know... I know... It's rather too ambitious of me.. but.. i'm pretty determined it can be done... Just that a lotta of work is needed... SO... yah..

Ok then... Gotta gather more lyrics...