Friday, December 02, 2005

sliding through time
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What? Itz december already...my gosh... itz like 2005 has juz begun... who would have thought... itz gonna end already...haiz... what i can say is that...2005..juz isn't my year... and i guess maybe HE didn't want me to suffer.. so.. yah..HE made 2005 like a breeze... Itz so.. QUICK! THANK YOU GOD!

Anywayz... i'm working at ma old place...with my godfathers and sisters... hehe.. Work was ok.. But.. there has been some misunderstandings going around in the company.. And i feel so.. NOT WANTED... You see...my boss... kinda didn't tell the BIG BOSS... that i was coming...so..in a way...my boss employed me without letting the BIG BOSS know... geddit? So..yah...naturally..the BIG BOSS was pissed about it... So..whenever he sees me...he'll juz give me the cold shoulder and at the same time... shouting "who the hell invited u here?! colud u leave the company?!"(which of course, he didn't say out loud lah...) That's what i'd imagined him saying lah.. and.. ya know sumthin.. i was actually given the permission to use my boss's room... to use the computer... coz he's not in s'pore...and..there's no other computers...so..yah..his room is all mine! and..that's the scary part... I was all alone in his room..with his documents, files..sutff everywhere..so..yah.. SCARY! Anywayz...i was doing my report...then an 'ang moh' suddenly came into the room.. and both of us were like.."err...." he was shocked that i was there...and i was shocked coz he barged into the room... then he kinda looked irritated.. and walked away... then..one of my 'godfather' called out for me... so..i came out...and he was standing next to the angmoh guy...and my godfather asked me.."where is dat big sister of urs..." i said, "oh..she told me she went to see the boss..." and the ang moh guy looked TOTALLY PISSED and my godfather was like giggling and pointed his index finger to the angmog guy saying, "he's the boss." And in my mind i was like, "OH SHIT!!!" That was horrible..anywayz..that was the first time i saw the big boss...and subsequentlyafter that whenever i bumped into him..he'll juz give me that 'look'...and..i'll be like..looking down at the floor... too scared to look at him.. sheesh! imagine that! Not knowing your own boss!!! haiz...and everyone was making a joke about it...and i bet that BIG BOSS was like going around telling others...that i dun even know him and that i disrespected him or sumthin...haiz... And each time i passed any of the foreign staff there...i'llbe like.."should i know him?is he some manager or sumthin...should i acknowledge him..." ya know..things like that.. I'm kinda the confused teenage gal down there... and during lunch time..i'll be sitting around with my sisters... and most of the time..they'll be talking about their family...especially about their kids... about them falling of the bicycles... going out too often.. spending too much...they'll juz complain...complain about their kids...and i'm like..."hey..i totally understand why your kid did that..." ahaha.. but sometimes itz like...my gawd...plz talk about sumthin else...

So..yah.. been getting less sleep lately..all because of work lah...! so..tomorrow...gonna have my revenge...gonna sleep early and wake up late...really..really late! ya know what... whenever i wake up...i could only think of one thing... which is to... EAT.... eat..eat...and...yes...EAT!!! MY GAWD!!! Itz terrible i tell! Eventhough i'm not hungry at all... for all i know...i'm already feeding myself wif sumthin... and.. i can't stop... i'll juz keep putting sumthin into my mouth..until...either there's nuthin else to eat...or..that...i feel bloated...so..yah...horrible eating habits...itz been going on for a while now.. so..i reckon.. i've gained about...erm..10kg? and believe me..i am NOT exaggerating... it really looks like i've gained a lot of weight!!!! but the thing is...i'm too afraid to weigh myself...like i said..i like to live in denial...so..i juz assumed that..itz not a big thing..and dat,,maybe i gained only a kilo or 2....so...yah...haiz..TERRIBLE!!!

Lime bash party..is dat it? or..erm..sumthin like dat ar...itz on the 3rd & 4th dec... feel like going... feel like watching Khai perform...feel like watching all the other idols... hmm..how? damn lazy ar...haiz.. maybe i'll go.. on sunday... hayyah..dunno lah..

In the meantime..waiting for pay day.. which is like...erm..in 3 weeks' time.. haiz.. still a long way to go..

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