little moments of my life

kinda CrAnKy
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I really don't know what am i doing... exams are less than 2 months away... and here i am working...again... haiz... but i needed the money...so...yah...itz only for 3 weeks... Yesterday was my first day... and...coincidentally... it coincides with their 'company-dinner'...so...everyone was invited...including me, the newbie! So...yah...the work was ok... but.... there were few probz here and there... firstly... that morning was raining... i was like...20 mins late for work... almost got lost... and the most sucky thing... i DIDN'T BRING MY HP!!!! WTF!! I felt like i totally lost contact with the outside world... itz damn weird not having your handphone with you... So...anywayz... i took like freakin' 4 hours... to finish one goddamn report... Well..not really a report... Itz a template thingy...using excel... u know...cutting...copying...pasting... over 200 plus files... And really pisses me off coz i juz couldn't get the computer to automatically calculate the total... damn... so...yah...wadeva... i was told i won't be doing any of those stuff anymore... Anywayz... the people there are nice... And the wokers were like...omg...mostly guyz...and..they're like...my father's age... and...so...so..the...erm...as malay calls it 'gatal/miang'... argh... i totally despised those kinda people but...since it was my first day... all i could do..was.. grin...grin...and grin... and tried to joke along with them... So..yah... went dinner with them... We went to a restaurant at Jurong-Hilltop... somewhere near Jurong Birdpark... The last time i went there was like...6 years ago... When my teacher brought a few of my friends there...to the tower...to watch the beautiful view... And our teacher brouht us there to release our PSLE=stress... So..yah..anywayz... the restaurant was nice...but..it was kinda gross...coz...we were facing a huge painting of a NAKED WOMAN...omg... And i was like...WTF... does that woman really make a guy's appetite good??? EEEEEUUUWWWW....!!!! Wadeva... the food was ok-lah... nice sweet sour chicken... then...chicken rice...quite good... Then.,...the guyz started drinking...and they were laughing and talking so loudly.... And their face looked terrifying coz...they literally looked like they're in fury...their faces were damn red... And i actually sat next to one of them...well..i didn't want to... He's kinda a 'selang'...argh... And he kept asking me, "are you really 17?" i'm like...wtf... And he kept puting food onto my plate... And everyone else was teasing me... asked me to be careful of him... blah...blah... wahlau... haiz... guess i'd have to bear with it for the next 3 weeks... no choice...

Anywayz...congrats to...WEI LIAN!!!! YOU DESERVE IT!!! ahaha...the anticipating finale finally ended last thursday... well...personally i think...he didn't really show off his talents on that grand finale... maybe itz because he was intimidated by the fact that kelly won the judges votes... Mann...he should have sung that english song..erm..what is it...er...oh yah...'heaven knows'... Damn nice... But...i did luv the acapella performance by wei lian... very well done..! As for Kelly... i suppose...she did try to win the viewers votes... but... i guess she's juz...wasn't up to it... Personally in think, itz really great to have Wei Lian as the winner...coz...now...he can be a role-model for everyone.. Eventhough he's blind... he had thought himself how to play the piano and guitar... And he really worked hard for it... And i really do think, that only with this winning, he can realise his dreams and be appreaciated... Whereas for kelly...eventhough she didn't win i know that there'll be a lot of chances for her to be a huge star...with her looks and talent... and all... Itz very easy for people like her to conquer fame... So...yah... There should be a talent show... juz for the disabled...so that they won't be called getting the 'sympathy votes'... Then...it'll be all fair... dun ya tink so?

So...anywayz...have u guyz been watching the documentary on arts central? Itz about the documentary of the growth of babies... until they're of 20 yrs...or..sumthin like dat... Itz very...very... engaging... you'll get hooked to it... And one part of the episode...really sets me thinking... Itz about...'how to know if ur baby gal is tomboy'.... And the test...is based.... on the fingers... yesh... the fingers... so...u gals...try this and ask yourself whether u are the person whom ur fingers reflect... okz... now..place ur palm on a table...all fingers close to each other...and compare your index finger with ur...fourth finger(the finger next to your 'pinkie') And....TADAH...~! if your index finger is slightly longer than your fourth finger....congrats...you are a totally feminine... but if your fourth finger is longer than your index...then... there might be a boyish side of u.. or that u kinda dun like girlish stuff... And...i did mine... and... my fourth finger is slightly longer than my index finger... ahhaa...maybe that explains why i'm not so keen about skirts...! So...u gals try the experiment!! and tell me d results!!!

I juz found out sumthin that made me jump.... i was at my auntie's house last week... My mom and i went there to give her the materials and sarongs and stuff...to be made into baju kurung... so..she took our measurements... Damn.. i really...really...grew....grew...fatter! dammit...! argh... Well then again...itz juz measurements... but then...i caught hold of a weighing balance under the table...and i juz had to stand on it... And...OMG... Really gained a lotta weight...hmm..no wonder...my jeans are tighter...argh...darn it...! Oh well...since...fasting month is nearly here...gonna make full use of it... i need to shed about...5 kg... and i'll be as 'healthy' as in secondary school...ahaha..

Went to tuition today... did a chem paper... the first few questions really painful... i mean...i dun even know what it issit asking.... So..yah...went through the paper...counted the marks.... and...i got 33/50... hayyah.... miserable...ritez???!!! omg.. damn worried for the big day itself... so... yah... for now...goona get some sleep...oh wait...darn it... i have laundry to fold... 2 huge piles... yesterday's and today's... so..gotta go!