little moments of my life

the b.i.t.c.h of the pack
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who?

me.

i've been a little crazy(ok i lied. super-duper crazy)lately..
and all those small talks and whispers about being an attention-seeker..
not dressed appropriately to work..
overly made up..
make cause a distraction..
argh!!!

and on top of that.. the workload which..
for now..
ive yet to see the finishing line..
not even the half-way ticket..
im not even sure where i stand at all!!!

im lost.
seriously.
lost.

i have a feeling my post here has no such relations whatsoever to my title..
hmm..

just that i have SOOOO MANY stuff on my mind..

ive been trying to be the hero...
or rather.. heroine..

but the thing is..
this heroine has a super bad sense of prioritization!!!!

imagine this..
what if she had to save a baby, a mother, a father all at once?? and they're at different locations with a time limit..

i guess i would have just cried!!!
coz all three of them are as important!!!
how could u save one and not the other!!!

AAAAAHHHH!

thinking that having a full time job would solve all the issues..
instead..
more has just been created.
and like someone said..
"its never-ending..."

i know.. i know..
perhaps i'm complaining too much here.

but sometimes..
i really feel guilty..
for being selfish once in a while..
for just thinking about my own needs..
for just... wanting to have.. something.

bt..oh well.
i guess family comes first.
always.
i lurve my family so much.
i would do whatever it takes to bring us closer together..
and not necessarily having to say I LOVE U every single day..
just small gestures each day..
or for my parents.. just buy the 'VADEH' every single day..!

hmm.. bf in camp nw..
and replying msgs to me through facebook..
wth.

aite then..
tmr shall be another day..
about ppl talking about other ppl..
about incoming and outgoing pipes..
about the inspectors laughing their heads off during tea break..
and me.. looking through inches.. OD.. and IDs.. and plenty of NUMBERS!!!