Friday, May 19, 2006

Trying to remember ze peeps
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Yesterday... i was on my way to school... i stopped by at the mrt station's toilet... And it was about 8.30am... And so.. still in the daze... and feeling sleepy and all that... i walked into the toilet... a few seconds after i pushed the door open.. a gal approached me... And she's like, "hey..diz is faizah rite...or issit fiza...?" And i was like...,"erm..huh? no i'm fiza..." And her reply was.. , "oh yah, fiza.. eh.. u didn't go to work ah?" And in my mind i was like... do i know diz gal? and when did i ever start working.. did she mistook me from someone... And my reply to her was, "huh? ah...? wad...." And she tried explaining to me about call centre...and toa payoh.. and i tried very hard to re-call anything that has to do with wadeva she juz said...And she's like, "hey..i'm nora lah... i didn't see you at work.." And somehow.. it kinda settled in.. i remember going for a job interview at a call centre a mth ago.. and i went for the training and all that... but.. in the end, i didn't take up the job... But still... i dunno who is she... i tink i remembered someone introducing herself as nora... but... i juz couldn't recognized her... maybe at that time, i didn't bother to look at her or anyone else.. while they introduce themselves... sheesh! fiza..fiza.. dats so cruel... And to think that she actually recognizes me after so long! her memory must be damn good! And so... not to make a fool out of myself... i juz went with the flow... so.. i asked her...how long she worked there... and.. coincidentally... she told me she'd sent her resignation letter the day before... hmm.. So.. yah.. Then on that day itself... during lecture.. a classmate of mine sitting next to me asked me the name of the guy(who is our classmate) sitting in front of us... and conveniently i said, "jun xian"... and so.. she bent forward speaking outloud next to the guy, "jun xian...jun xian..." she kinda repeated a few times... and both of us were dumbfounded... coz he didn't respond.. so.. finally she tapped his shoulder... and he turned around and she said, "jun xian, i called u, u never hear ah?" and he's like.. "wo pu se jun xian ah... i'm zhen rong..." omg... i tell u... both of us couldn't stop laughing... it was so damn embarrassing...!!! and the lecturer spotted us and said, "aunties... plz settle down.." ahaha... so damn funny... and i guess... from that day onwards... we'll never forget his name! Anywayz... on my way home... i stopped by the supermarket.. then as i was queing up, i realised that the cashier was kinda looking at me from time to time... and in my heart.. i was like...,"do i know her... am i suppose to know her? hmm..." Then when it was my turn..she said, "hey..ur from XNPS rite... remember nisa..." And i looked up to her.. and.. i replied, "oh...hmm..ur nisa's sister rite...?" and yah..she said... asked about school and stuff... Omg...! Why do i have a hard time remembering people... Itz alwayz THEM who recognizes me...! sheesh! terrible isn't it..

And...juz now... i received 2 messages..sent simultaneously.. one was from a primary schoolmate and the other a friend from secondary school whom i've not met since i ended my sec shool... And.. it so happens that both of them asked me out tomorrow... at the same place... and about the same time... aaahhh!!! wad a weird coincidence.. the primary schoolmate said that there's gonna be a class gathering... and the sec shoolmate juz wanna hang out.. my gawd... And...i've yet to make a decision on which one to go.. or..go for both...or neither... hayyah.. so 'ma fan'! can't they pick different days??? what's so special about tomorrow! haiz..

So... i guess...i'll make the decision later on... anywayz... this morning...on the way to school.. i was in the mrt... and..itz bad enough that i overslept... and then...the train had to have problems... it kept stopping every 5 mins... and each station it had to be remain stationery for about 10 mins...! Can u imagine... from one end to singapore...to the other... with that kind of journey... i was bound to be late... and i even resorted to take a cab once i reach my stop.. But since itz already 8.45 (tutorials start at 9) i decided to get off at bedok.. to take the shuttle bus there instead... but the probz is... i dunno where to take it... so.. i juz followed this bunch of teenages... who looked like poly students... so... i juz followed them... only to know that they lead me to the bus interchange! and we had to queue for the public bus! so much for taking the free shuttle bus huh?!" Darn it! So.. the moment i got off the bus... i rushed to the tutorial classroom... Juz 2 minutes before getting dubbed as ABSENT! Wad a rush!

And... to make my day more miserable... i juz got to know that we're gonna have an english test later... well.. actually none of us knew about it lah... kinda a surprise test... And thought.. maybe i'll be ok... coz...so far...all the quizes that we did online... i had gotten almost full marks for them... But...as soon as i got the paper... i was like..."wtf?!" Itz like German..or Greek...or any other language except English to me!!! wassup wif dat???!" And i read the instructions over and over again...but still... i couldn't understand a goddamn word! And i was already panicking... coz.. i saw that...everyone else was flipping the pages...and i'm still stuck on the first page!!! And throughout the test i kept frowning and scratching my head... and i'm kinda shaky too.. so damn nervous.. Then.. i tried to calm myself and seat through the test... And juz as i was regaining my calmness... One by one my classmates... stood up and pass up their papers... And.. darn them! I was back to freaking out!!! And... i seriously dunno wad the heck i was writing or doing.. What i know is that i juz had to finish it and get the hell out of there...!!! And...without realising it.. the moment i looked up... there were only 3 of us left...!!! And i still had about 2 pages to do... Again i tried to calm myself down... But...noooo.... They juz had to do it... do what???! They got up and handed in their papers!!! i was like..."SHIT!SHIT!SHIT!" I'm the only one here...!!! and itz juz gonna be me and HIM...!! AAAAHHH....!!! And at that moment i was like... aaaah.. heck care lah... juz fill up the blanks with some english words... And so i did... But still it took me about 15 minutes lah.. So... yah.. got it all filled up... and handed in the paper... and he asked..." so how was the paper...?" ahah.. in my mind i was like..."YOU DARE ASK ME HOW WAS THE PAPER...???!!! LET ME TELL YOU... IT WAS LIKE HELL!!!" But of course... i replied to him, "it was kinda....'complicated'..." And to top it all up... he said, "plz tell the class we're gonna have a similar test next week.." DAMMIT! haiz..

Then i rushed to the lecture theatre... I saw a bunch of my classmates hanging outside the theatre...sitting around...chatting...giggling... totally oblivious to the hell that i went through... And they're like, "hey... what took u so long...." haiz.. Then the guy who sat behind me during the test said, "eh..juz now ah... i can see dat ur damn nervous sia.. then ur hand is like shaking..." wah.. even he can see that...! my goodness.. And... haiz.. oh well... i guess... next weeks gonna be another round of it... and.. there'll be a few other tests too!!! and not to forget the school e-fair.. Next week is gonna be a hectic one... So darn bz!!! All the more... i have to get as much rest this weekend as possible!!!

okz then... more updatez later on... chao!

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